27 years old, I have dated different types of men, but all were good men. We could not make the relationships going because of factors such age age differences, timing, spaces, etc. Now, I am hit for the first time in my life with a different type of man. One that I allowed myself to fall completely in love with in 6 months. One that told me he wanted to marry me and gives his love emotionally and physically to multiple other women. One that is contacting another ex who is cheating on her husband with him. Now, I am left with anger, confusion, pain, disappointment and blaming myself for being so stupid and so trusting.
I know I can pass this. I know there are other good men out there who would not deceit many women all at once. Yet, I am now more in defeat mode than recovering mode. How does one move on without seeking vengeance?